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I just want to let everyone know it's nothing personal, but I have decided to no longer have a livejournal. I think it helps to create too much unnecessary drama. I love all you guys and if you want to get in touch with me here are a few ways:
brownpenny143@hotmail.com -----> msn and email
esc312 ------> aim
If you want my phone number or facebook or myspace for that matter, please send me an email.
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| This kid is clever and hilarious...I should warn you ahead of time that some of the things he says are offensive, but hilarious
My whole family
Bo Fo Sho
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| Fill this out and let me know what you think of these things:
1. Do you have a tattoo?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Eat with your hands or utensils?
5. Do you dream at night?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Nirvana or Mindless Self Indulgence?
8. How did we meet?
9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like Country music?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. Do you sing in the shower?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? - Mood:bouncy
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| I don't want to go to work today; however, I will be making money in cash so that is good I guess. I've been thinking a lot about what I want to do with my life when I get out of school and I realize I have no clue. I feel as though I have to do something with acting because that is all I know how to do. So maybe teaching theater or working for one of the studios in MA. I may want to try my hand in LA or NY though, I really need to figure things out. Another idea is event planning. I would be decent at that as well. Anyway, enough with rambling about things that I have no control over at the moment.
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200 Question Survey of Doomy, Doomy, Deathy, Doom!
Your Life In 200 Questions
200) My middle name is:
Siobhan pronounced Sha-von
199) I was born in:
Dorchester, MA
198) I am really:
thoughtful
197) My phone is:
somewhere in the general vicinity
196) My eye color is:
Blue with hints of green
194) My ring size is:
8 or 8 1/2
193) My height is:
5'4"
192) I am allergic to:
Cats, some plants
191) I was born on:
March 12th, 1987
190) I am annoyed by:
certain things in my life that I am working on changing
189) Last book you read:
Eclipse
188} My bed is:
comfy
What happened to these questions!?!?!?
179) my favorite Holiday is:
HALLOWEEN!
177) The last cd i bought was:
Im a big itunes girl...I think it was bleeding love, just one song
175) Are you living at home?:
During the summers I do...during the school year Im *gasp* living at school! lol
174) Do you have any siblings?:
yes, my brother John
173) What did you do yesterday?:
gym, CVS, sat around like a lazy, couch potato
:::I Do /Do Not Believe In:::
142 Love at first sight?:
Something like that, but not quite
141 Luck?
To some degree
140 Fate?
To some degree
139 Yourself?:
To some degree
138 Aliens?:
Not really, but life on other planets yes.
137 Heaven?:
It's a lovely idea, but no not in the stereotypical means.
136 Hell?:
No, not really.
135 Ghosts?:
Not in the way most people do. If I explained these beliefs to you we would be here all night.
134 Horoscopes?:
meh, they're cool to think about, but not really
133 Soulmates?:
yes, for the most part
:::Which is Better?:::
129 Hugs or Kisses?
Both
128 Drunk or High?
Neither is really all its cracked up to be, but i'd rather be pleasantly buzzed
127 Phone or online?
online
126 Red or Blonde?
Blonde
125 Blondes or Brunettes?:
Blondes, they have more fun...on a guy, brunette though.
124 Hot or cold?:
hot, in the 70s :-P
123 Summer or winter?
summer
121 Chocolate or vanilla?:
Vanilla
120 Night or Day?:
Night
119 Oranges or Apples?:
Apples
118 Curly or Straight hair:?:
Either :-P
:::Here's What I Think About:::
116 Abortion:
PRO CHOICE
115 Backstabbers:
Not worth my time.
114 Parents:
are meant to drive you crazy.
:::Last time I:::
100 Hugged someone?
Monday?
101 Saw someone:
Not in my family...monday
:::MISC:::
90 Who is the ditziest person you know:
me, myself and I...no, ummm maybe Julia.
89 Who makes you laugh the most?
my brother
88 Last movie you watched?
The Hulk
82 What I don't understand is:
my purpose, myself
80 The most unsatisfying answer I've ever received is?
I don't know, cause I said so
76 Something I will really miss when I leave home is?
.....miss something?
If anything my brother.
75 The thing I'm looking forward to the most is:
Gears Gone Wild and the upcoming Termination in August
74 Things that make you mad:
the economy, state our country is in, imbeciles
Men
73 Tom
Mr. Myspace
72 Today:
is going to involve me getting mad at work probably, but besides that it should be dandy.
71 Next Summer:
I'll be probably trying to find away to get out of living at home again.
70 This Weekend:
I will be working
67 People call me:
El,Elle, Elle Belle, Mella Ella, Mel Mel
62 The person(s) who knows the most about me is:
Probably a toss up between Chris, Cedric, Tony, Erin and Jim...they all know different things about me
60 The most difficult thing to do is:
what you are supposed to do. :-P It is so much more fun not to.
59 I have gotten a speeding ticket:
no, shockingly *knock on wood*
58 The first person I talked to today was:
my brother
54 First time you had a crush:
oh jeez I dont know.
53 The one person who I can't hide things from:
Jim
52 Last time someone said something you were thinking:
Cedric, yesterday
51 Right now I am talking to:
No one.
50 What is your dream job?
I don't really know.
49 First job?:
hostessing then waitressing.
47 I have these pets:
-
46 I wish:
I had my life together.
44 The person that makes me cry the most is:
My mother
43 Best sound in the world?:
tintinnabulation or the wind chime melody that wind passing through the masts of sail boats makes...okay, the latter more so than the former
42 Who makes you happy?
A select group of people...mostly close friends
36 Which Golden Girl would you be?
never saw the show
35 Myspace or Facebook:
facebook
34 Mexican food or Chinese?
Chinese
33 My favorite piece(s) of clothing?
summer dresses
32 My favorite color is:
Pink! Gosh, Im girly yet so not at the same time. I have problems!
31 Last time I cried:
This weekend
30 My friends are:
pretty cool
29 My computer is:
on?
28 Favorite food:
mac and cheese
27 Last person I got mad at?:
Chris
26 Person you secretly crush?:
I don't have a secret crush :-P
25 Favorite place:
VT
24 Favorite song:
Bleeding Love, Leona Lewis
23 Paper or plastic?:
plastic
22 The all-time best movie(s) is:
Garden State
Requiem for a Dream
21 The all-time best feeling in the world is:
Love, or something like it.
19 What color is your hairbrush:?
blue
18 Favorite shoes:
flip flops or flat sneaker like shoes
17 I lose all respect for people who:
don't keep their promises
16 What do you hate the most:
....my inability to figure out what i really want out of life
I used to say my mom, but really it's me.
15 Color of your room?
white
14 TV channels you watch?:
FOX, ABC
13 Best Feature in the opposite sex:
Smile, Eyes
12 Best Feature in you:
Smile
11 The worst pain I was ever in?
Heartbroken, that was years ago...but it still is the worst pain ever.
9 Favorite TV Show:
so you think you can dace
8 My favorite celebrity:
Rachel McAdams or Natalie Portman
6 Greatest Fear:
Never finding myself
3 Who broke your heart?:
a boy
2 One thing that makes you feel great is:
hope
1 The people that you wish you could see right now:
Any of my friends. - Mood:contemplative
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| How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Depends on the subject...something unimportant frequently. Important, hardly ever.
Have you ever kissed someone who's name starts with a T?
Yes, multiple people.
Who was the last person to make you smile?
....my brother.
Do you have an older brother?
No, I have a younger one.
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I'd say it is fairly likely.
Have you made a mistake this past week?
Yes
Whats the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
Too long, a few hours probably.
Something you're happy about?
Going to Haven soon and seeing a lot of friends I have not seen in a while.
Where are you right now?
My bedroom.
Who else is in the room with you?
No one.
In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Really big, ridiculous snow parkahs!
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
Not really.
When/where was the last time you talked to your number 5?
A few days ago on the net. We've both been insanely busy. :(
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a C?
Yes, multiple people.
When did you last go to the mall?
A few weeks ago.
What time did you go to sleep last night?
Too late...1:30 am.
What/who woke you up today?
The sun
Are you excited for the future?
To some degree.
When was the last time you cried?
This past weekend I think. God damn stress!
Places you went today?
Zumba lesson, CVS.
How old do you look?
My age 21, maybe a little younger.
Where is the person you last kissed at this moment?
Work.
What are you going to do after this?
Sleep or continue talking online with Jesse K and Xach
What color shirt are you wearing?
Black
Whose car were you in last in?
Mine.
Who drove?
Me.
What is the last thing you thought about?
Figuring out what I want out of life.
What was the last thing you made into a heart?
<3 thats what, yes I did just do that.
Tell us about your latest ex?
He's a pretty nice guy. I'm still really good friends with him, it didn't last long; however, our friendship did.
How tall is the last person you hugged?
Around my height, a bit taller.
Speaking of hugs, who is the best hugger you know?
Ummm that's a tough one.
Do you normally sleep with clothes on?
Yeah, kind of.
Think about the last pair of socks you wore...
White.
Last website you went to was what?
The one I'm on. :-P
How do you look up new music?
On I tunes.
What is your favorite color ice pop?
Pink.
What is something you wish you had more of?
money, fun...
Who does your MySpace top 8 consist of?
Johanna, Allen,Alexa, Erin, Tony,Jesse, Tristan, Cedric
Are you gay/lesbian?
No
Do you have an addiction? What is it?
Yes, alcohol and shopping.
Do you like poetry?
Love it.
If your ex boyfriend/girlfriend said they were in love with you still, what would you do?
Which one?
Some I'd shrug and walk away.
One I might drop my jaw and then walk away. Maybe even be a little sad.
What were you last sad about?
A small tiff between me and a loved one.
Who is the hottest member of the opposite sex you've seen in the last week?
Hugh Grant...yay movies
Has anyone ever said they would die for you?
Yes, a few people actually.
What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
Apple martini or capecodder.
Does it annoy you when people type like they're ghetto?
YES!
&& ANOTHER
Are you in a good mood right now?
Yes, more thoughtful though
The phone rings; What do you say?
Hey?
What does your last text say?
hehe I'll try
Did you reply?
Yes
What is wrong with you right now?
I'm bored, tired and a little annoyed at life.
What are you drinking
Lemonade.
How is your hair?
Down and messy
Last time you went swimming?
If you count walking up a river as swimming this weekend, otherwise a week ago at the pool.
Latest you stayed up in the past week?
Probably 2ish.
Have you been in a car accident?
No, not really.
Who's the first person on your missed calls list?
liv
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
It irks me.
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
A small handful.
What are you wearing?
Umass Blackout shirt and Pink striped bed shorts.
Do you remember your dreams?
Rarely.
Do you speak a language other than English?
French and I took Italian for a few months.
Who do you hate?
...I don't hate anyone. Dislike maybe 2 or 3 people
Orange or apple juice?
neither...if I had to choose OJ.
Who is one person who never lets you down?
Jose, Jim Beam and Johnny, the greatest guys I ever knew.
No I'm just kidding...very few people.
Where were you at 2:00 sunday morning?
At chris'
When was your last Passionate Kiss?
Monday morning
When will your next kiss be?
Probably not for a few weeks.
Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
If I get bored.
Have you ever changed clothes in a car?
Ahahahaha yes.
Do you cry easily?
Not easily, but I do cry.
Do you have unlimited texting?
Yes...i'd prefer to text than call.
Are you excited about anything?
Not really.
Do you enjoy life?
For the most part.
Do you tend to make things complicated?
Depends what it is.
What's on your mind right now?
Love life, friends, crack whores...the usual.
What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
Going back to school
Have you ever worn your best friend's clothes?
yes
Anything exciting tomorrow?
...no :(
Are you having a good day today?
its been so so
Was the first person you texted today a boy or a girl?
girl, weird
What is the 6th text in your inbox?
lol X called to hang out, should I?
Are you named after anyone?
Yes, my grandmother.
What are you doing tonight?
....
Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Work :(
Where is your cell phone?
next to me
What cd is currently in your cd player?....mix cd
Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
chocolate
Has anyone told you a secret this week?
Yes.
When was the last time you had Starbucks?
A few weeks ago.
Do you sleep on your stomach?
Not normally
Do you have a best friend?
I have a few.
Has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
Ahahahaha most people have. I'm not shy.
That sounded slutty.
Yes, people have seen me in my undies.
Are you upset with anyone?
Kind of.
Do you talk to the person you have a thing for?
Yes
Worst part about hugs?
When you can't breathe.
What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
Black Raspberry with some kind of peanutbutter flavor added to it via candy.
Do you fall for people easily?
Not normally.
Everything happens for a reason?
Is the perfect cop out.
Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
Medium/ Long.
What curse word do you say the most when you're mad?
Fuck.
Are you happy?
For the most part.
Have you ever liked someone that all your friends hate?
Yes.
How do you calm down when you're extremely angry?
I walk away and listen to music, hide away or throw stuffed things that can't hurt anyone around my room i.e pillows and what not.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes and it was my own doing.
How did you feel when you woke up?
Tired
What is your favorite color?
PINK!
Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
Negative.
Would you rather have a boy or girl when you have kids?
Idk yet.
Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
Sometimes
If all your friends were going on a road trip, would you go?
All my friends no...a select group yes.
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?:
Nope.
Have you ever crawled through a window?:
I have...J units apartment need I say more.
Anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
probably
Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 72 hours?
maybe a little longer than 72 hours...maybe not. - Mood:pensive
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| Your result for The Attachment Style Test... The Waffler
You're not the most decisive person. You tend to be unsure what you want out of your attachments, and it's unlikely you've had more than mediocre relationships. Either that, or you've had some good relationships, and some bad relationships, and you're just between them at the moment. The point is that you don't know what you want. You vacillate between trust and mistrust, and between low and high self-esteem. You probably have a couple of good friends who support you and believe in you, but you tend not to let things get too heavy. You like to sit on fences. Fictional character with whom you might identify: Xander (Buffy the Vampire Slayer), Amelie (Amelie) Take The Attachment Style Test at HelloQuizzy | |
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- Mood:creative
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| 1) What is the most random object around you?
goggles...three or four pairs
2) Last time consumed alcohol?
a few hours ago
3) What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping :)
4) What were u doing 30 minutes ago?
driving home
5) Last place you took a plane to?
ummmm Florida I think
6) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
angela or chris
7) Have you ever been around someone who was high?
yeah
9) Last thing you purchased?
dinner and alcohol
10) Do you steal?
no
11) Where are you right now?
in bed
12) Three words to explain why you last threw up:
food gone bad
13) How's your mood lately?
decent
14) When did your last hug take place?
a few hours ago
15) What are your plans for the weekend?
visiting VT :)
16) Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Yeah
17) Favorite memory of the moment?
fireflies
18) Are you a jealous person?
not really
19) Did you have a good birthday last year?
it was decent yes :)
20) Are you tired right now?
a little
21) What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
if it makes them happy why not?
22) Do you chew on your straws?
sometimes
23) Last person you slept in a bed with?
chris
24) Last IM from?
chris
25) How many children do you plan on having?
ah, not any time soon...but eventually one or two
26) Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
Yes, i am in one
27) Is your hair curly?
yes
28) Last person in a car with?
angela and tracey
29) Something you never take off?
no
30) Do you get good grades?
most of my life i have, so yes
31) What keeps you stressed?
family and money
32) Have you ever told someone of the opposite/same sex you loved them?
yes
33) Where are your favorite pair of jeans from?
Michael Kors
34) How much longer will you be living at your current residence?
not too much longer, thank god for school
35) Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours?
no
36) Have you been awake for 48 hours straight?
Yes, it sucks.
37) Do you love someone that doesn't know you love them?
no, they know
38) Any tattoos?
nope
39) Do you cry easily?
in movies yes, real life not so much
40) Do you have any siblings?
yes,a brother
41) Where did you go today?
gym, movies, pub
42) What are you doing after this survey?
sleep
43) Are you a heavy sleeper?
I can be. I'd rather be lol.
44) Last time you did the dishes?
dishes?
45) Name someone who made you smile today?
angela, elliot, tracey
48) Do you own a little black dress?
yes
49) Next place your going to?
gym at 930 am ewwww
50) Your favorite thing to drink on a hot summer day?
lemonade - Mood:bouncy
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